It's 2:28 am, the morning of another meeting which may or may not reveal anything new about our company's situation. In fact, it will probably not, but instead be a kind of 'pep talk' for us. And in three hours I will wake up, or simply get up from this chair awake, and take a shower, dress and drive an hour or so. I will be exhausted then, but for now I am unusually lucid, not anxiety-ridden or caffeine-alert, but simply awake.
I fear that, while on the inside I have definitely become a more intelligent and creative person, the tangible results are few and far between and measurements, such as income, worth, things, fall far short of the standards.
I don't know. I just found it interesting.